I think i'm quite sad that my amaths is so hopeless ):): Haha. On a brighter note! I think there's still time to improve! I mean, i don't need to do that well, &get a A1 like everybody else will. I just need to be happy with myself, &know that I've tried my best. I mean thats what really matters right? So, I'm gotta prove to mummy that I can do well for amaths, &I'm definitely not a amaths noob(:
Sometimes, i think people really do take things &people around them for granted. (People like me, at least.) Its only when things start going the wrong way then do we realize the importance of it all. I'm scared, &really am fearful that one day everything, ( friendships, relationships, memories, time, space, things) will just diminish &disappear from my sight, but what do i do? Nothing. Its really amazing how our mind works. On one side, you know you're afraid to lose, yet somehow the way you act seems to be a direct opposite. You're most thankful for all of them, yet you tend to treasure them least. You know that they are the people who make us who we are today, yet we choose to cast them aside. You know that those are the things which you once wished, never thought you'll get it, but it was god-sent from above, yet after some time, you take it for granted &its becomes 'just another old thing of mine'.
You'll never know when things come and go, isn't it better if people learn to treasure things when they come, instead of mourn for it when they are gone? Isn't it better if you tell all of your loved ones how much you love then now, rather than wait &hold back, and when they are really gone, then do you regret not telling them? There are so many ironies in life, aren't there?
But, for one thing, God has given me, and all of us abundance of gifts, its time we should embrace them, keep it in our heart, &never let it go. &as what Mdm Rahat said: "Have the courage to tell your loved ones how much you love them now, i'm sure its never too late(:"
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I was just looking through my pictures, &i found this picture!
&i realized how much i miss these people! I've not seen anyone of them these past two weeks, not even kenny nor cherie although they are just staying a block away from me. Everybody's just too busy studying for their exams, &the next time we'll be able to meet up will be after prelims? or end-of-the-year exams? or after Os & As end? Ohman ): I'm so gonna die missing you guys.
&i was just talking to roderickchew that night, &we were talking about the things we used to do as kids many years back. &i was telling him, that we might be moving house next year, &he was telling me how much he'll miss the times spent in this neighbourhood, &it occured to me, that as much as i want to move to a new environment in the other side of singapore, there are just so many things in here which i cannot bear leaving as well.
10 years of friendships... Thats how long we've come. Amazing huh? How we used to be so close, spending every of our weekends playing together, &then when we reached our early teen years, how we began treating each other like strangers. &Now! just talking about anything under the sun, talking about the memories we used to share together. I'm really proud that we're still continually building up this special friendships we have, and am grateful for the days we have ahead of us. Plus, we have Brenda &Natalie joining us now! Though we've known each other for less than a year compared to ten whole years, but guess what? It doesnt matter at all(: Cause you two are just as special. I really thank God for all these you know, cause i know that nobody else has a life as special as i do :D:D
Ps. Yes, roderick, we are all so gonna go back to that grass patch to take a photo one day(: That's a promise!
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Okay, now i'm really bored. Cause i was supposed to meet bestie to study &watch a movie! But they are all in school doing don't know what! &&i'm supposed to wait for her call, but tick-tock-tick-tock, she's not ): Haha. Finee, i shall go study. SOON(:
