Miracles(:

Okay, got back prelim results, &mine sucked alot:/ Kinda really disappointed in emaths, amaths &chem, &I guess i ought to answer to tuition teacher for my horrible results in this three subjects. But, i dont know how, cause i've yet to answer to myself.

Although i still failed amaths, Ms Lee was being really nice about it, &it only made me feel worst, cause i promised i would at least pass this time. But she said that i improved a whole 20marks, &thats worth commending. (Yes, it just shows how lousy my marks were last time) Still, I LOVE MS LEE, ALOT ALOT ALOT! <333 She's my inspiration for Amaths now!

On a brighter side, I worked out my plans, and thoughts a lot today. I missed school, &I really spent some time alone thinking about what i really want in life, &how i'm gonna make the best out of it, how much time i've wasted on foolish and naive things, going with what comes my way. Such foolishness.

I've officially set goals for myself, yes, kinda too late, but i did, today(: &&its really gonna take a lot from me to achieve them, but i'm gonna make it happen. This is what i call, A Miracle. &miracles can happen! I'm gonna make it for the Os, i am alright(: I'm not gonna let anybody despise me, not especially myself. I'm gonna work for what i want, &i'll get it. My crucial four weeks... Dear Lord, i really need to pull through, please give me the strength physically &mentally. There's so many things which has changed from a want to a must/need, i NEED to get up &dash for this last 100m. My only hope.

"With God beside you, who will dare to go against you?" from Tuck.

"Without confidence, you've lost half the battle already!" from Woliho.
i guess the whole world knew what was wrong with me, what was hindering me, but i chose to run away from it, timid loser-ME. (i'm hoping not anymore)

So i did, four amaths papers today! Hooray for me!