But when you're blinded by your pain Can't see your way straight through the rain

She hates him, not.

When it started twitching, i knew it wasn't gna be good... Ohwell.

Communication is such a vital thing in life. Without it, its as if you're living in a world all alone. Oblivious to everything around. Insensitivity starts to peek in. Breakdown. The world starts spinning about you. Or rather, the world is still in a standstill, and you're perhaps the one spinning around in circles, and honestly, who can be bothered. & Soon enough, there really isn't anything to say anymore. But, it takes a small effort really to avoid all this isn't it?

You know this happens when you're in the PMS season, all the thinking tt burns a hole in the brain. The meshing of cells, intertwined with each other. Its crazy, I feel.

The best example of lesson unlearnt. So close to me, but now I finally know and understand. &, forgiveness, altruistic, the ability to give up one's happiness for the sake of others, the strength and the will, how noble, magnanimous. One word i can only describe, Extraordinary. Yet, the decision is not for me to decide.

Then again, so unappreciative of me. I should start learning. The world is never about myself. Its about the people around me. The things tts around me. Not, me. The many splendor, I should learn to see.

And to never ever follow in the footsteps. NEVER.

This post has really no direction, but I see something tt I hope will slowly begin to change. Nobody needs to know what I'm talking about exactly, because Im the only one who has got to see it. Breakthrough, not in the sudden way. But i needed this a lot.

Just, Maybe?

On a lighter note, I gonna aim to complete chemistry tonight (!!) , though im extremly tired. Because I see the need to. The afterdays will be tiresome, and instead of the intended plan.. I might find myself staying at home more often than I actually want. But its alright i guess, I just need my loved ones beside me. & knowing that they're fine. This might seem like a better thing to do, then to party and keep myself occupied with going out and playing all day. I guess.

Plus, I haven't found a day to bring Yi-Ma out yet, since she's back fr Canada! Sheesh she's rly nice. In fact, nice is seriously an understatement. Cos she's REALLY nice. & she's gonna fix the sewing machine. And teach me how to sew a skirt! (Yes evelyn, finally im gna learn) + She's been doing quite a bit of the laundry, isn't that fabulous?! Haha.

I should come up with my set of resolutions for Year 2009 soon tooooooo!! 8888)

2009 seems like its gonna be a hell of a year. Kinda scared w whats gonna be installed for me, and us, everybody. But you know, there's a lot i'm looking forward to, well, as many as those that maybe I'd rather not happen of course. Nonetheless, I hope its gonna be awesome.

:D:D

Ps. I ate the most amount of turkey in the entire year today (Okay fine, actually I only eat turkey on Xmas and in Japan this year aha) + the most number of litres of peach tea, mygosh!