Sitting at home facing the computer screen, with duck porridge on my right.. Pineapple sitting on the table outside waiting for th arrival of my body to make balls out of it. Okay I am sprouting nonsense now am I? Hah. Well at least thats how I'm gna spend my entire day.
This morning I woke up thinking about, really random stuff, thats what I always do lying on my bed... letting thoughts flow through my teeny weeny non-volume non-existent brain of mine. Then, the value of friendship decided to pop in for a moment. I thought of the friends that I have by my side now, literal at least. Then I thought of those who don't have this fortune, the people who dont get blessed w such people, true friends i'll say, in their life. I wouldnt say I have many, cause I really don't. Well, its just a few that I can really call, 'people who i will give up anything in the world for'. Who knows me inside out, who knows not all, but most of my secrets. Who takes me and accepts me for who I am, and not judge me merely by opinions or others. Who unconditionally gives a part of their heart. Friends who sees things with me eye to eye, and even if time and space were to pull us apart, we'll never stray. Yes, well those are the kind i'm talking about...
I like to think a lot. About things that happen in the future, about things that may happen tomorrow, or the day after stuff. About progress, about life, about happiness and sadness, about love and unexpectants. Expectations and obligations. I don't really know where I'm going now. But, I guess I like doing this all the time, somehow.
&I'm just thankful for the people in my life, who i know will always stand on the same side as me, despite how disastrous the situation I'm facing may be (:
Okay as far as thinking gets me, I'm finally thinking of my new year resolutions. So here it goes!
New year resolutions 09'
1. To stalk less, and study more.
2. To spend less money, especially on unnecessary things like cab and really impulse buyings.
3. Save up to go on travel plans.
4. To learn to love my family & friends
5. To learn to show them how much I do
6. To study for As & have no regrets
7. To pon school less-ER
8. To practise hard for SYF09'
9. To develop a healthy diet
10. Behave, 18
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[to be continued]
I've written all my resolutions in my diary. I'll tend to refer there more. So lazy to post already(:
On a side note, I get v amused by the amusing things my mom does late at night at when the clock strikes twelve or the wee mornings. You know, although both of us hate to admit, Older people tend to sleep less, yes i know how tts like. Pohyi, I think in order to suffer less from pohyi-ism, you need to be older (: That seems to be the only cure right now. Ohyes, and so my mom does really weird things, like washing the toilet and ironing the clothes. I mean those things are okay in the day, but really weird at 2am in the morning. & she starts talking to me, and complaining about all sorts of stuff.. from work to dad to myself... Haha i'm not saying anything and i like Mom-Daughter talks. Just not at that time, if you get what I mean.
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