Eating the cup noodles the roddick gave me fr Taiwan for lunch, yay first day of saving kaching: successful (:

Econs was utterly, unbelievably, *gasps* ): unmanageable for me gahh sucks so much. There's still chem tmr maths the next and lastly history....

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I'll yearn for the time when I can be myself, totally at ease. At least... i'll be happy with myself for a start. I kept thinking admist th smashing of brain cells in attempt t diffuse science, chem t be exact (That'll never surface ever again in my life once I'm over and done with this year, say woohoo~!) Yesss, &so th revelation here is, why shld I degrade myself? Wldn't this put me in a more vulnerable position instead? I'm un-pretty, short, have the smallest eyes ever, face filled w blemishes, eyebags tt'll stay there forever, legs that dont match my body... But who cares? (Nobody's perfect, though some just are... ) But I can change myself, and save me fr more tears & discontent... Envy and hatred for myself. I control the wheel. I live my life just th way I want it to be, yes?

xoxo, --

I got myself a small thin planner, t plan out my studies starting fr now. I know it has a risk of not working out afterall, but i'm willing t try... For now, I ought to.

I hope to travel th world next time, when I grow up and have all the money in the world. I'll liked to explore the different places, and corners in the world, infuse my soul, and gain knowledge and experience through it all. Is my dream strong enough, to keep me going for now?

Will my obligations as a daughter fall through, or be fufilled?

Goodnight world, I'm off to diffuse more intermolecular chatelier's principle hydrogennnnnnnnnnnnnn in.... dadeedums!