I promise I will do my never-ending list of things once I blog. Yea, I won't cheat myself (: Cos I missed Ashraf's concert, cos of SEA, I will & must to do by, now... Or ashraf deserves t kill me.

I don't know what I'd do if I lose some very super ultra important people in my life. &it really isn't a good feeling to even think of it, much less going through it...

I guess I'm just to reliant on some people, that if any of them leave me, I'll prolly be gone too. I used to rely on faith, that God will be there when rain or shine, not matter how big a problem is. He will never forsake us. I still do believe in Him. But, recently, not so recent actually. (&I know the reason why) I've developed this, unspoken fear in me. In many aspects of life, relationships, friendships, studies etc. Like I said, its unspoken... How quirky my thoughts flow sometimes.

I'm never ever gonna save money ): Okay I've decided last week that I will begin my, 'Start afresh of my bank account $xx, well done'. The card's going my cash box, &will only be going through inputs and no more outputs. Let's see how that works!

Empty words.... (?!)

Ps. Its gonna die soon, pls get me a new one? (: